Assalamualaikum wbt and hye,,
Well, looking at the title itself i guess u already know what does it mean ryte...huhu..
now im a final year medical student, with so many things to remember and knowledges/skills to acquired
..it really put me under high pressure...in 5 months time i will graduate soon inshaa Allah...
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| this is how i feel.. T_T |
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| "He who studies medicine without books sails an uncharted sea, but he who studies medicine without patients does not go to sea at all."-William Osler
by the way, i just passed my observed long case examination...for so long im always in a palpitations mood..
heart beats cant get slower...only relieved by passing my long case exm...alhamdulilah..
but even though i passed the OLC exm, ive been tortured with bombastic questionss first..and seriusly , frankly speakiing im not confident at all to pass the OLC...feeling sooo demotivated..my examiner even told me that
I'm maybe not going to survive later during Housemanship with soo many competitions out there...i have to stand out...my knowledge cannot be just "cukup2 makan"..its not enough...
i have to read more and see more patients..thats all...so ive promised him (the examiner) that within these last 3 weeks of medicine posting, i will clerk at least one patient per day.. and by then only i can brush up my knowledge...
 
and may Allah ease this journey...as my aim is not just become a doctor...
the most important thing is being a CALIPH (2:30) and as a SLAVE OF ALLAH (51:56)
Becoming a doctor is my TOOL to achieve my AIMS!!
MUMTAZ UMMAH inshaa Allah :)
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