Tuesday 10 October 2017

The Awakening

Assalamualaikum wbt...

This time
failure makes me think hard about it

More to self reflection
Maybe Allah fails me this time for me to ponder something
Studying these days never easy
I used to be super busy during students time and yet still can make a time for my dakwah and tarbiyah
Hence life would be so much meaningful and berkah

I guess this failure make me leap to do something better in life
Its not all about exam and achieve your carrier
Its also about giving and contributing to ummah
Life after HO shud be more free,more time
I cannot make 1000 excuses saying busy oncall but actually Its possible to squeeze your time for DnT
Allahu
Feeling “no berkah” in life recently
Allah really knocks my heart this time
Ive never cried during the first time
But this time it knocks hard my heart
Knowing I neglect my responsibility as a muslim
Losing my identity
Losing my principle
Losing my emaan and taqwa

Been to dilute
Lost in this dunya
I guess I shud make a big U turn
And turn to Allah
Be His humble servant
Be a caliph and daie as I shud be
And at the same time keep on aiming for my success (read :become a physician for my ummah)