Been a while i havent write in this blog...
Alhamdulilah..im at the end of this tunnel ..my houseman ship trainning..
and its been wonderful for me..though there were dramas here and there..but I made it through...
Now its all about decision making,..
whether to stay here or leaving..
to choose left or right..
Well , in terms of my carrier, I do love obs and gynae, as it always been my first love...
but my training in this current hospital is not good enough
houseman are not allowed to clerk patient in PAC...thus many things that I were not able to learn...
on the contrary to this, my second love would be medical ...as medical department in this hospital is pretty awesome...alhamdulilah..I did my medical posting during my 3rd posting..thus quite many procedures I able to do such as, peritoneal tapping, peritoneal dialysis, IJC insertion, long line insertion, and even chest tube insertion...
in which it creates my interest in medical ...
though the workload is sometimes unbearable...huuuu
so my second dilemmas would be my MO ship placement,,,
my first choice would be SABAH..
ok I know most people wouldn't even dare to put Sabah as their choice, well not even their first,
most people dint even want to go there
but I love challenge, thus I choose Sabah..
but under certain circumstances, there is someone or something come across it..
in which I have to decide whether to stay in Semenanjung or going to Sabah ..
So many dilemmas...and I hate being an adult.
however, among the top of all my dilemmas.. as being a muslim.. I believe in Istikharah,..
I will just keep on praying to HIM , my Lord, ..
may HE provide the BEST for me...
yes!!! the answer would be my istikharah...
I have faith in HIM.. that HE will somehow show me the WAY...
and this is part of my TARBIYYAH as well...
and let see what is waiting for me next..
may Allah ease ..inshaa Allah...
